-Gabby's POV-

"Come on, f*ck her harder":

F*ck, this a sweet new toy'

"The pack's new whore'

"Pound that p*ssy, Asher, I know I will"

He went harder and faster. Slamming against me and deepening every thrust.

"Look at these tits My yelp was covered by a large hand as someone grabbed my breast and squeezed.

Everything was getting blurry from the tears that were building up in my eyes again and I was being groped from every si

side.

I looked toward the door only to see a man standing there with his arms crossed over his chest seemingly enjoying watching what was happening, Asher started thrusting even harder, he grabbed a hold of my hair and bent down. My eyes shut closed and I was screaming under the hand.

The man by the door smirked as he stepped closer.

"Shh, this is just the beginning. You're gonna take it. All of it' Asher whispered and smiled.

I woke up in a panic and sat up in the bed with sweat dripping down my entire body. My eyes were darting around the room. I wasn't in the club anymore, and I wasn't there with them but it all felt too real I swallowed the lump of anxiety that had built up in my throat and laid back down.

The hell I would never escape.

The words that one of the men had told Asher when we first entered the red room, 'Break her, that he had. I didn't feel any sliver of hope. I felt broken, shattered even.

This would never be my home again, I wouldn't be able to move on from what had happened because it would haunt me forever.

I could still feel their hands on my body. Squeezing, slapping, pinching and their fingers sliding inside of me. I closed my eyes and shook my head.

"Gabby?" My head jerked to the side and I saw Casandra standing by the door.

Her eyes were hooded and she was watching me in confusion.

* Everything's alright," She said and slowly walked over to the bed.

"You're awake now," I slumped back down and stared up at the ceiling.

I don't think anything would ever be alright again.

"I can't imagine what you went through and the memories are surely haunting you but I just need you....I need you to not give in and not give up. I need you to fight it, Gabby. Please, just tell me what I can do to help you." She had no idea about where I was right now. She was wondering what she could do to help me?

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"Can you turn back the tinie?" I asked her.

Slowly I turned my head and looked into her eyes. I saw her eyes widen from my first w

words spoken since I got here.

"I...no," I turned back my head and stared up at the ceiling.

you can do is leave me alone."

*Then what you can

"I don't want to do that," I heard the tremble in her voice, the kind that would've broken my heart at any given point but not this time. This time I felt nothing. "Gabby, please," She breathed. I closed my eyes.

His hands were still on me. All of their hands were. I couldn't not feel them. The tugs, the feeling of my scalp being set on fire from the pulling of my hair. The slaps to my body. Whether my eyes were closed or open I couldn't bring myself to find any peace. Their faces were in front of me all the time.

Why couldn't I cry? Why couldn't I feel a single thing besides the shiver that went down my body all the time?

The fear that he would come back. I did feel something I guess, fear. Constantly present.

"Gabriella"

I was asleep and heard somebody calling out to me. It was a female voice. Someone was in my room again. I continued sleeping, keeping my eyes closed and hoping for a peaceful drift. 'Gabby, wake up

My eyes shot open. That wasn't just a voice, it was a growl. I pushed off the bed and sat up, looking around the room.

Nobody was there. I was alone so then whose voice was that?

'Gabby, hi'

What is this?

"It's me"

Who the f*ck is me and what are you do

you doing in my head?

I'm your wolf, happy birthday

I drew in a sharp breath and looked at the alarm clock on the bedside table. It also showed a calendar and today really was my birthday.

It was 00:15 at night.

I had completely forgotten about it..

I don't need a wolf, you can leave

'Being raised by werewolves in a pack you don't really

lly have an excuse for not being familiar with how this works. I can't just leave. We

are one'

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I don't want you

"It's not really up to you'

I didn't say anything else in hopes that she would leave me alone or at least stay quiet. Sᴇaʀᴄh thᴇ (ꜰind)ɴʘvel.nᴇt website on Gøøglᴇ to access chapters of novels early and in the highest quality.

"Gabby, we share a mind, I'm sorry for what happened to you

Again, I stayed silent.

"You're giving up

wall

The ceiling had little dots on it. I began to count them. The shapes were different and in the darkness, they all came together to form one big lump. Yes, I'm giving up

I silenced a loud scream that came from me as I pressed my hands against my ears.

What the hell

"You are

not giving....

giving up"

She growled loudly.

Stop it

"You are the daughter of an Alpha, albeit a sucky one but still. You have three brothers who love you to death and a mate..."

I DO NOT HAVE A MATE!

T

can smell him"

I don't give a f*ck who you can smell, I do not have a mate nor do I want one

"What do you want?"

I took a deep breath and slumped back on the bed and shook my head.

I want to leave, I want the pain to disappear. I want to be able to breathe without anxiety and to be able to close my eyes seeing them. I want to disappear. Not to another town but just...be gone s without

wolf stayed quiet and eventually I drifted back to sleep. I woke up to the sound of growling and loud smacks. I furrowed my brows and opened my eyes. What is that sound?

My wolf growled in the back of my mind and I felt her rage. It was weird. I had waited for this moment for so long. Finally getting my wolf and everything that comes with it. Now that I had her, I just wanted her gone.

"Nice to meet you too'

I heard someone screaming and looked toward the window. It was open, not completely but enough for me to hear everything that

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was going on outside.

I hadn't opened it last night.

"Stop, you're gonna kill him!" Someone yelled and I heard a bunch of other people down there as well.

"Aiden, stop it!"

I turned my head back. Wha

Whatever was happening, whoever was dying, I honestly didn't give a da*n.

"Edmund, fight back!"

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"Aiden, that's enough, he's done!" Edmund?

Something sharp penetrated the mattress and I looked down. My claws were extended. My canines were out as well. I shook my head and bit together. Don't listen...tune out.

"Let us go!" It was Nick who was growling. What was going on....

"He's dying..." Someone breathed. 1 felt my eyes starting to glow and my wolf pushing forward. The rage inside of me grew to an explosive degree and I flew out of the bed. Chapter Comments

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