Fated For Lycan's Luna
Chapter 79

With Alan requesting rather carefully, I dazedly followed him out.

We expertly moved in such a way that no one in the pack would notice, not even Vanessa's secret warriors stationed randomly across the pack territory.

“It seems like Alan really was the best sentry of the Red Moon Pack..." I could not help but be amazed by his ways.

As we went further and further, my heart started to have a guess about who would be the person we would meet. S~ᴇaʀᴄh the ꜰindNʘvel.ɴet website on Gøøglᴇ to access chapters of novels early and in the highest quality.

But because we were already at this point, it would become more complicated for me if I caused a commotion at this moment and refused to continue.

For the sake of not having Vanessa know that I am with her mate and strongest sentry, I looked ahead and clenched my fist.

Ahead was a hotel situated a few kilometers outside the Red Moon Pack which is in a small human town.

My heart kept pounding as I stared straight ahead. I know who was waiting for me there.

"We are here... Chloe...” Alan took a deep breath and looked at me reluctantly. There was a hint of guilt and helplessness in his face however he still waved his hands, gesturing me to enter.

The moment the door opened, the little guess in my heart was finally confirmed.

Staring at me filled with worry and longing, Blaze stood up and approached us.

Just as he was a few meters away from me, he paused and looked at Alan who was behind. He nodded, and suddenly Alan seemed to have stepped back. Then I heard the sound of the door gently closing.

At that moment, the world became silent.

I looked at Blake as I tried to hold back my emotions. Seeing his face, his lips pursing as he tried to also hold back all his grievances, I started to also realize how I missed this person so much.

He, on the other hand, started to reach out his hands in an attempt to hold me to his embrace, however, I subconsciously backed away.

His hands froze midair and with a look of surprise he slowly let it down and looked at me dazedly. I also looked at him intently, burning his image in my mind. However, I suddenly realized that something is wrong with his complexion.

He looked rather pale and listless. His eyes looked tired and dull, and his breath was also a little weaker.

"Blake... are you sick?”

I"No... I am just tired these days...” Blake answered rather helplessly, then he also looked at me and asked the same.

"How are you in the Red Moon back? Did Vanessa and the rest harm you in any way?" Blake asked worriedly.

Every part of his words and expression all told me that he was genuinely unwilling to let me stay there. He was afraid, deeply afraid that the people of the Red Moon Pack would make me suffer again.

“I'm doing well... I am no longer what I was back then... Vanessa cannot simply do things as she wished even now that she is an Alpha of the pack.” I answered, trying to dispel his thoughts to convince me to leave the place.

“Chloe... about the detoxification of your wolf...” Blake seemed to want to hold me but my reluctance could only let him say these things at a distance.

“Let's go back to the silver pack and talk about the detoxification. I promise, this will not affect me, Chloe... We will find another way...” He said pleadingly.

But I shook my head and refused.

It is not that I do not want to, but I know the truth of the matter. I've done my research about it as well and there is virtually no cure other than to harm himself.

“No, Blake, I refuse to return to the Silver Pack anymore..."

“I realized that my family is more important to me at the moment. Having myself cured is a small matter compared to me being with my father... especially now that we have fixed our relationship! I can't just leave him alone like that again.”

I know these words would hurt Blake deeply, but I have no choice. I must convince him that I will never ever go back to the Silver Pack and allow him to hurt himself for me.

“I don't believe it Chloe... I've been with you... I know that you have long let go... because of the hurtful things that they have done! There's no way for you to just forget them... and even if you did, I do not trust that that Red Moon Pack would not try to hurt you as they did before!” Blake looked at me in disbelief.

He knew Vanessa and the rest of the pack really well.

“If you insist on still staying on the Red Moon Pack, don't blame me for using force to drive those who hurt you before to their deaths.” He said resolutely.

I know that once Blake dared to say it, he would absolutely do it. As king of the Lycan pack, would he not be afraid of offending the Red Moon Pack?

“No!” I glared back at him, “If you tried to hurt anyone from the Red Moon Pack, then I would never forgive you Blake. You will never ever see me again!”

My body trembled, highly conflicted about trying to not implicate the Red Moon Pack and convincing Blake to give up the matter for his sake,

Blake remained silent, but his expression still tells me that he would not allow me to go back to the place and that I must go back with him in the Silver Pack.

And so I clenched my fist and took a deep breath.

I'm sorry Blake..." I muttered in my heart before I looked at him coldly.

"Did you really not know why out of all places, I chose to run back to the Red Moon Pack despite the things they did to me?”

“Blake, did you not see how I tried to be something I am clearly not in the Silver Pack?”

“Did you not see how I delude myself everyday trying to for myself and everyone to believe that I am fitting to be the luna by your side? Me, a wolfless weak woman?”

"Don’t get me wrong, I loved the people of the Silver pack, and I cherished every relationship and memories I have in that place...” I looked at him and continued with heavy eyes looking at him with dejection.

“But I am not blind Blake... I know that I have no power nor the strength to be the Luna everyone was hoping me to be.”

“Everyday has been suffocating, and I just want to live by the truth and be free.”

"Just by standing beside Lyra... one would see the truth... Blake. My place is not on your side... so it was only right for me to leave.”

“Or else, I would bring the Silver Pack down with me...”

“Blake, I'd rather be myself and go back to the Red Moon pack than to stay in the Silver Pack and continue to disappoint myself and everyone.”

"So please... let me be... Don't ever hope that I will come back to that side again.” I finally finished my piece and walked out in the room.

I dared not to look back at Blake, for I knew what it would result into.

And so with the last bit of my determination, I continued until I was out of the hotel and finally cried.

My body lost strength and I could only lean on the wall to stabilize myself.

I hurt myself, I hurt Blake deeply as well.

But most importantly, I hurt my child... I have denied my child's opportunity to be known by his father!

"Sorry... sorry my child... I can't tell your father about you.... 1 don’t have the will nor the courage... I am so sorry my child... forgive me!"

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