Chapter 34

I gulped down the wine hurriedly as I fought back the tears that were threatening

to burst out.

I had almost k*ssed a guy!,another man who isn’t Lucien!. I knew I should forget about him after what he did to me but I couldn’t and Olivia was right, I better go back to silverpine and fight for my love,fight to get what I want. And right now I wanted just one person, Lucien..

I had driven off speedily back home,with tears in my eyes. I drove straight to Olivia’s house and she welcomed me,wiping the tears from my eyes as my words. struggled to come out in an attempt to explain myself.

‘Olivia what if he rejects me officially?,what if I get humiliated all over again?, I asked,with tears in my eyes.

“what if he doesn’t?,what if he’s just too proud to come and get you?,what if just like you, he thinks you wont accept his apology?,’ she said and I sniffed.

I really loved Lucien and my heart ached with every passing moment spent without him. I needed Lucien. I don’t know if it was because we were mates and I still had his mark,but I felt incomplete without him. So incomplete and useless that it hurt. This man rejected me!,

‘I’m scared liv. Im really scared. I’m scared to see all their

faces, Lucien,greyson,Giselle and Eve. I don’t want them to look at me the way they did that day,’ I complained and she patted my back as the tears threatened to drop again.

‘Don’t be amara. Don’t be. You and Lucien,between the both of you,I don’t know who is more foolish. Lucien who is too proud to come get his woman or you who is too scared to get her man,’ she lamented,earning a light chuckle from me.

‘I’m supposed to be thinking about my children,but I’m here lamenting over a man,’ I said as I poured myself another glass of wine,a rosé,olivia’s personal favourite.

‘Well, you have to get to the man first before you can get your children. You cant go after Rielle on your own,/she stated and I laughed.

“I feel so bad about leaving like that. He’s a good man. He’ll probably think I’m a

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weirdo,” I said.

I should have just told him goodnight and left like normal people instead of running away like that.

“He’ll be fine. He’ll be,” She said.

“Elena will probably squeeze my n*eck when she comes here tomorrow,” I mentioned and Olivia chuckled.

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I switched off my phone as soon as I got home because I knew Elena,she’d call to hear the ‘gist’ and then yell at me over the phone for botching a perfect date!.

I sighed. I had other problems. With my newly found features, I’m sure I can go against Rielle. Sure she’d beat me,but I wont die. At least from what I’ve seen.

I have been doing some experimentation on myself after the accident. I stabbed myself multiple times on my belly and other parts of my b*dy and nothing happened. It felt like my b*dy was a barrier of some sort,it was inpenetrable and I was surprised.

I took a few poisons, I first took something that I had the antidote for and nothing happened before I began to try strong poisons,still nothing happened. I burnt myseft,nothing and I sighed. It seemed that something strange had happened to me and I needed to talk to someone to understand it better. I was tired of seeing myself as a monster.

If only the crone was here. If I go back to silverpine, I would consult her about it or my grandmother. I berated myself for not informing my grandmother,at least I would have known something,anything would be helpful.

‘Olivia,’ I said with my palms pressed together and my fingers wnteined.

‘Yes,Amara?,’ she responded,her voice laced with genuine concern.

‘I know we should have talked about what happened that night,’ I said slowly.

“The night of the accident?,” she asked and I nodded.

“I’m sorry for pushing you. I understand that you’re not ready to talk about it. I shouldn’t have sulked over that,” she said and I shook my head.

“No!,no. I should’ve put myself in your shoes. You had every right to want to know

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what was going on,” I said and she sighed.

“That’s in the past. And for the record,I didn’t think you were a freak or a monster. I was just surprised,” She said.

“Sure?,”

“Yeaa,” she affirmed.

I gulped down the remaining content of the glass and sent it down on the table.

“I told you about how I was attacked by Rielle,” I began and she nodded.

“Well,apparently the poison I was injected with was a very strong one. It was meant to kill me. But for some reasons, I survived. That was the beginning of this. Now I don’t know if maybe Rielle injected me with something else that made me like this or as the crone told me,it’s my b*dy,” I inhaled deeply.

“She told me I was strong and all that and that. My wounds healed overnight. I cut myself with a knife but as soon as the knife opened my skin,it’ll close it up again without hurting me. It’s like I can’t die. I took poisons,lots of them. I burnt myself but nothing happened!. It’s like my skin is some sort of…”

“Barrier,” she breathed out,completing it for me as she looked at me, not with fear or disgust. It was like–admiration.

“When I was growing up,my Grandmother used to tell me stories of a very special wolf. They call her the healer and protector of her people…”

I interrupted her, “I’m no healer or protector. I can’t even protect my children!,” I lamented.

“No..you don’t understand. You are special,rare. You just need to understand yourself. You’re not a freak or a monster!,” she said and I sighed.

“I can’t tell Lucien. I had to keep wearing my bandages even though I was already healed up. I have no powers!. The only thing I have is the fact that I cannot die and I’m not even entirely sure about that. I don’t know if a gunshot could kill me or a blow to the head would or anything…” I was saying when she cut me off.

“Can your head bleed?,” she asked and I shrugged.

“I don’t know,”

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“There’s only one way to find out,” she said.

I chuckled loudly. All these things are what happens in movies and books,not in real life. In the movies,the head is usually the most vulnerable place.

Olivia went to the room and came out almost immediately and I was about to ask her what she went to do when I felt the cold metal on my face. Then the blobd.

She used a small knife to cut my left cheek.

I winced and was about to yell at her when she began to clean up the blood.

“Why!!!,” I yelled.

“Sorry,I’m sorry,it was the only way to confirm,” she said as she began to dress up the wound.

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“I don’t know honestly. My grandmother told me that her skin was impregnable. That nothing could ever pierce through her skin,any part of it all all,” she narrated and I chuckled.

“I’m not her then.”

“The story could’ve been exaggerated or made up. We’d never know. But we can’t deny the fact that you’re special,” she said as she took the first aid kit and went back to keep it.

“Or I could be a freak,” I said.

She sighed. “You’re trying to make yourself out to be a freak,”

“I don’t know Liv. I don’t just know anymore, I’m confused “I confessed.

“All the more reasons to go to Silverpine. Everything you want is in Silverpine. Lucien,getting your children back, the answers you seek!,” she said and she was right.

Nob*dy can give me answers here. If I go back to Silverpine, If the Crone hasn’t been trialed, I’d consult her or my Grandmother. They’ll both know how to help

me.

“I’m scared. Really scared. Truly scared,” I confessed.

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“Nothing worse can happen to you. But if you stay here,you’ll keep getting confused,” She said.

There was a sudden knock on the door and I looked at Olivia.

“You’re expecting someone tonight?,” I asked.

“No,but I’ll be back,let me see who is there,” she said as she stood up and walked to the door.

I heard her gasp and wasn’t sure about the words I heard.

“What’s wrong?,” I asked as I stood up and moved to the door.

I stood frozen in shock as I watched the person enter the house.

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“Hello Amara.”

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