Chapter 1030 She punished him and couldn't love him
"Don't come close to me. Don't touch me... Dad, Mom, I don't want him anymore. I don't dare want him anymore. Please forgive me... Brother, take me away... I beg you, take me away..." Raven hugged her tightly, his handsome face buried deep in her long hair, "North, don't be like that.....”
At this moment, her small, soft hand touched her belly, "Mom, Dad, do you blame me for being pregnant with his child...? Boohoo! This child shouldn't have come. It's because I'm selfish... Dad, Mom, I don't want it now. I just want to be your daughter. Mom, take me away..."
North clenched her fists and began hitting her in the stomach over and over again.
Raven's black pupils shrank dramatically. He almost roared, grabbing her fist: “North!"
He held her small fist in his palm, wrapped his arms around her trembling body, and pressed her into his arms, "North, don't do that... Don't do that. Please..."
He kissed half of her small face buried in the pillow. He was scared, hurt, and almost humbly begged her.
"North, please don't hurt our child. He is innocent... He has endured many hardships with us and has never given up on us. You are his mother, how could you give up on him? How can you not want him?" North struggled. She didn't know where she got the strength to suddenly push him away, using her hands and feet to get out of bed: "Dad, Mom, where are you? Boohoo! I don't want anything anymore. Please take me away..."
Raven was pushed away, his back hitting the headboard. He looked at the crazy woman in front. of him, his eyes red.
He believed it. It turned out that loving each other was so difficult.
Raven reached out and opened the bedside table. In the drawer were two needles. Olive gave them to him.
Olive said in that phone call that these two needles were the last ones given to him.
North is now not alone but is a pregnant woman. She basically can't take medicine. Raven trembled as he picked up the needle. He couldn't do anything.
She was pregnant, where could she use needles?
But what could he do without using a needle and watching her take the child away?
Raven closed his eyes and hugged North, letting her lie on his lap, then hugged her slender arm, pric king the long needle quickly and strongly.
"Ah!" North screamed, opened her mouth, and bit hard on his thigh.
Time seemed to have stood still, the room was so quiet that people could hear the winter wind blowing through the window. The woman, who was cruel and stubborn, bit his thigh and remained. motionless. Raven pulled out the needle and threw it on the carpet. The place she bitten was bleeding, probably very painful, but he didn't feel any pain.
He reached out and realized he was trembling. He tremblingly lifted her messy hair from her face, then picked her up and hugged her: "North, does acupuncture hurt...? I'm sorry. I'm really sorry... I don't know what to do. Please teach me what to do..."
With a "gurgling" sound, North vomited in his lap.
There was a sweet taste of blood in her mouth, she vomited again and again as if she wanted to spit out the remaining bitter water in her stomach.
Raven quickly patted her back. Every pain she has to endure now is like a whip hitting his soul, making him suffer even more than her..
North finally stopped vomiting because she couldn't vomit anymore. Tears fell down her face, and she choked. Raven hugged her. She looked like she had just come up from the sea, her whole body was covered by seawater. Her pajamas were soaked.
He picked her up, went to the bathroom, poured warm water into the bathtub, held her in hist arms, and washed her hair first.
Her small, soft body lay in his arms, like a little girl, so soft that it felt like she had no bones. She closed her eyes. She was exhausted. She didn't even have the strength to open her eyes anymore. She pouted her soft pink lips and told him: "I want to sleep... I want to sleep..."
Not letting him wash her hair or touch her, she was so tired that she just wanted to sleep.
Raven lowered his eyes to look at her lovely face. At this moment, she seemed to be acting coy, making his heart soften.
"North, be good. You're sweaty. If you don't shower, you'll catch a cold... If you want, sleep, I'll hug you... I'll be gentle. You'll get better soon."
He grabbed a handful of her satin hair, and when his fingers entered her hair, he suddenly. stiffened. He pulled his fingers out, the tip of his fingers had many strands of black hair.
She started losing her hair.
She is so beautiful, and this most fragile red rose is fading quickly.
Raven was stunned and didn't know how to react, suddenly he felt her arm slide down. When he lowered his eyes, he saw that North's left hand was protecting her lower abdomen, and her right hand was hanging limply in the air.
Raven felt like he couldn't breathe.
After a while, he dared to reach out his hand and slowly probe under her nose....
She was still breathing!
Raven was like a dead fish that suddenly returned to the sea. He gasped, hugged the woman's small head, and buried his head in her neck, he cried and called her name, "North, don't go. Please..." This was this man's most humble and sincere prayer for her.
Don't go...
North began to drift off to sleep. She didn't know if she was sleeping or half awake. When Raven asked Olive when she would wake up. Olive said that she would wake up whenever she wanted. Me ntal illness is like that, you can only rely on yourself.
Raven stopped working and did nothing, just stayed by North's bed and stayed up all night.
The ser vant came in and advised in a low voice: "Sir, you can't keep doing this. Even if your body. is made of iron, it won't be able to stand it. It's okay if you don't sleep, but you have to eat something." Raven didn't seem to hear, still beside North. When she was sad and sick, he got sick, tog. If she
can't eat, he can't eat anything, either. She is his world.
The maid sighed and backed away helplessly.
Raven held North's small hand. After a few days, his eyes were bloodshot, then he suddenly discovered that her right hand was empty, like something was missing.
He knew that the wedding ring was gone.
These past few days he hadn't paid attention to her hand, but now he realized that the wedding ring on her hand was gone.
It has disappeared.
It definitely can't be taken off.
Just then Raven froze, and he suddenly thought of the words on the wedding ring, R-loves-N. Raven loves North.
It turns out she saw his love!
Raven suddenly understood. Olive was right. She chose to self-exile during this me ntal illness. She couldn't help but hate him because of Grayson's death. Every day she withered and collapsed beside him. This is her biggest punishment for him.
She punished him and couldn't love him.
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