Ursanthropy
16. Interruptions

Jack

And there it is, her difficult question.

She hadn’t been doing something wrong, in fact I was enjoying myself with training her. She was eager to learn more, and put up every effort to execute the basic moves with precision. She even put out her tongue at one moment, focusing really hard at what she was doing.

But when we sat down for a little break, for her actually, as I wasn’t the slightest bothered by this little training, my thoughts were roaming free. All I could think about was my frustration towards the wall that was in between us.

This smart little woman in front me, knew exactly what to ask and say. Because when she said that she knew there was more going on in this town, she had noticed that I hadn’t flinched or laughed at mentioning that. So, she actually had somewhat of an answer to that question as well. Not the details, but the acknowledgement that there actually was something different. She just made herself sure of not being crazy.

So, there was only one answer to her actual question, but I doubt that she would settle with a simple ‘yes’.

“I believe you know the answer to that already.” I said calmly, and she nodded her head in agreement. “That moment, at the motel, that was the first time that I felt a strong bond to you. Giving me the certainty of a fact, knowing that we belong to each other.”

She nodded again, knowing that she was right. She even said that she had the same feeling, but because it was all so unreal, she didn't believe her own mind.

“But why are we being put up with this thing, that is keeping us from feeling that same way as before?” She then asked me, and I shook my head unknowing to the answer.

Maybe it was because I am the Alpha, and an Alpha becomes stronger when his mate is with him. I don't know how, but maybe someone wants to prevent us from being together, on purpose. To keep me from getting stronger, and for some other pack to have an easier way to take over my pack.

But there hasn’t been a hostile takeover from one pack to another, in over a hundred years, so I couldn’t believe that that was the case. So, it only made sense if she was the one that was causing this strange thing to hold both of us back. She was the one that was running from something, and she was the one that was new in town.

Not that I blame her or anything, but still, all evidence led up to her.

“What did you do, the moment you had gotten in your room, after what had happened in the bar?” I asked her.

She looked in front of her, holding the bottle of water in her hands.

“Well, after Bertha had dropped me off, I undressed, took a shower and went to bed. And after a few moments you knocked on my door.” She simply stated.

It was nothing out of the ordinary, she hadn’t done anything strange either.

“And at Bertha’s, what did you do there?”

“Just talking and drinking hot chocolate, that’s all.” She said then. “Why? Do you think it still has something to do with me?” She asked me.

“Well, yes actually. You are new in town, and I don’t know your history. I haven’t been with anyone else the last few months, so there is nothing that could have changed on my side.” I said.

“And I have been running for three years already! What could there be, that has changed me then?!” She said almost angry.

“Maybe it is something that has happened to you in the past, like when you were little or something, who knows?” I said now.

“Oh. Yes, that could also be possible. Sorry.” She said, excusing herself for the little raise in her voice.

Doreen

We had been going on back and forth about ideas and possibilities, of what it could be that was in between us. And now it was really frustrating me as well.

I grabbed my necklace, and felt that the clasp of it was down, next to the silver medallion. So, I took both the medallion and the clasp, and put them to the back of my neck, holding it up to grasp the clasp with my left hand, and pull down the medallion with my right hand.

But when I did that, I heard Jack take a whiff with his nose. Was the sweat on my body making him feel disgusted?

“Do that again.” He suddenly said.

“What now?” I asked him surprised.

“Your necklace, pull it up again.” He commanded me.

“Alright, don’t harass me.” I chuckled, but his face turned deadly serious.

I lifted the medallion up as far as I could, and Jack came a little closer to me. He took that weird whiff with his nose again, and his eyes darkened.

I dropped the medallion and he returned to the same emotionless creature. Confused as he shook his head, but he did go back.

Lifting up the medallion again, shocked me, as his eyes returned to that lustful way again. It baffled me, so I dropped it again, and again his eyes turned back to normal.

It was almost comical to watch, as each time I lifted it, he was ready to eat me, and the moment I had dropped it, he had gone on a hunger strike.

“It’s your necklace!” He said, stating the obvious, and reaching for it. But I was too fast for him, that moment.

“Don’t pull it off! It’s my mother’s!” I screamed.

“Then take it off yourself!” He yelled at me, almost frantically.

I unclasped it, and held it away from me, with my arm’s length.

It had taken both me and him, to recognise the same smell and feelings that we had, that moment when he had me pinned against the wall at the motel.

Even my fear of him getting angry, of being able to hurt me with his strength, went away quickly.

A sudden arousal hit me, as I was able to smell his sweet scent now as well! He came closer to me, gently pushing me back down, to lay my body in the grass. He crawled in between my legs and nuzzled his way into the crook of my neck.

I pushed my fingers through his hair as he kissed the skin of my neck and collarbone. My breathing became heavier and I nearly got lost in a bliss of which I never wanted to leave.

But there was still something bothering me.

The thing that had kept us from being together, was the necklace my mother had given me. Of which she had said that it would protect me, but protect me of what? Love? Why?

I was glad at first that we had found this secret out, on our own, but now only more questions arose from it. What kind of danger was my mother protecting me from? I never had a reason to not trust her before, so why shouldn’t I believe her now?

I know what I am hiding, but what kind of secret does Jack have? What is the thing that he doesn’t want me to know?

The urges to let him take over my body, to ravish me whole, became worser by the second. I even groaned a restless moan, when he touched the sides of my body and gave little pecks and nibs at the base of my neck.

If it was truly dangerous to be with Jack, then why am I not leaving this instant? He had frightened me on multiple occasions, even though I knew in the back of my mind that that fear was truly unnecessary.

But the voice of my mother, which said that the necklace would protect me, made me reconsider my own actions. It had kept me from falling cluelessly in love with Jack, so there must be something wrong with what he isn’t telling me.

“Jack.” I whispered.

He didn’t recognise my whisper as a call for attention. Instead, he now grabbed my ass from behind with his right hand, and pushed his left arm next to my head to lean on it.

“Jack, stop.” I said a little louder now, but still in a tight moan, as he was grinding his groin against my full aching bottom, as he continued to pepper me with kisses right above my breasts.

Shit this is going to be the hardest thing I have ever done!

“Stop now!” I yelled.

He suddenly lifted his head, growling with blackened eyes.

“You can’t stop this now, sweetheart!” He said, with a grin on his face.

His grin wasn’t one that would indicate he was going to rape me, but it was one to motivate me to let go of any fear that I might have had. But I wanted answers before continuing with this!

I was determined to know the truth, before I was going to let myself get into whatever his secret entailed!

“Oh, the hell I can!” I used both of my hands, and pushed them against his chest.

I don’t know where I got this strength from, but his torso lifted and he looked at me with utter confusion.

“Why are you doing this? This is what you wanted too, right?” He asked me now.

“Yes, but…” I stammered and hesitated to say what I wanted.

“But what? Why aren’t you accepting me then? Oh fuck… Are you a virgin? I promise you-

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