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CHAPTER 11
Chapter 11 Say Goodbye to Love–centric Mindset
All my expectations were instantly dashed, and I felt a chill from head to toe.
At that moment, I truly understood what it meant to feel utterly despondent.
Holding the phone, I couldn’t speak for a long time. I wanted to ask something, but then I felt it wasn’t necessary. Where did Christopher go?
The answer was obvious.
I had clearly told him that there would be no next time.
Therefore, he had already made his choice.
As adults, there was no one who didn’t understand the importance of making decisions and weighing the pros and
cons.
I was the one abandoned by Christopher after his careful consideration.
Subconsciously, I touched my belly.
Suddenly, I began to wonder if I should really keep this child. Once the child was born, even if I wanted to divorce him, our connection will be hard to sever completely. Custody of the child would be a big issue.
“Hope?” Christopher called out to me on the phone.
“Okay.” I didn’t say much more. Or rather, at this moment, I didn’t want to say a single extra word to him, so I finished the breakfast and drove to the hospital alone.
I asked Christopher to accompany me because I wanted to surprise him. Why would he ask Donna to accompany me? 1 wasn’t so far along in my pregnancy that I couldn’t move around.
Perhaps my mind was too chaotic at that time, so when a car suddenly appeared in front of me without a warning, I
didn’t react at all.
‘Bang! I collided with it.
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When I came to my senses again, I felt dizzy. Instinctively, I used the last of my strength to call Christopher.
After we got married, the first thing I did was set him as my emergency contact.
Because Christopher had become my husband. That was enough to make me happy for a long time, and I was eager to do something to show our relationship.
However, after much thought, all I could do was set him as an emergency contact. And he was unaware of it. It was just my just my one–man show.
Just like now, the phone rang for a long time, but no one answered.
Chapter 11 Say Goodbye to Love–centric Mindset
My belly started to ache. When I thought of the child, intense fear gripped me.
Christopher, please answer the phone!”
Finally, he answered. But it wasn’t his voice that came through.
Evelyn softly said, “Hope, what’s wrong? Didn’t Christopher say he was too busy to talk to you today?”
Her voice pierced my heart like a sharp knife, causing blood to flow endlessly. I couldn’t breathe. Tears streamed down my face. My fingertips trembled uncontrollably.
I never thought that years of love could, in one moment, turn into hatred.
My strength seemed to be drained by hatred.
I suddenly lost consciousness, plunging into bottomless darkness.
When I woke up again, I saw a pure white light. The medicine flowed into my body through the IV tube. My hand felt cold. Memories before I passed out flooded my mind. I subconsciously reached out to touch my belly, which still throbbed faintly.
‘My child!‘
I sat up abruptly, wanting to get out of bed to find a doctor.
“Hope!”
The ward door suddenly opened.
Elissa saw my movement and rushed in, pressing me down. She anxiously said, “Don’t move. The IV isn’t finished yet. Don’t you want your hand anymore?”
I wasn’t one to cry easily, but when I thought of the child, I couldn’t control myself. I looked up and met Elissa’s concerned gaze, and tears rolled down my face.
He was my child. He must have chosen me to be his mother after much deliberation in heaven. Yet here I was,
contemplating whether to keep him.
Elissa gently wiped away my tears and hugged me, which was a side of her that she had never shown in front of
others.
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“Why are you crying? The child is fine in your belly. He’s very well–behaved and resilient.”
“Really?”
“Of course. It you
don’t believe me, ask the nurse.” Elissa said.
The nurse who had come in with her smiled Resignedly. “Don’t just worry about the child. You hit your head. I bandaged the cut on your forehead, but I didn’t take a CT scan because you’re pregnant. How do you feel now? Are you
still dizzy?”
Chapter 11 Say Goodbye to Love–centric Mindset
“I’m okay.” I shook my head; I was just a little dizzy.
“That’s good. Once you finish the IV, you can go home and observe. If you feel uncomfortable, come back to the hospital in time. Then, the nurse patted my shoulder and comforted me, “Don’t worry. The child is developing very well. Taking care of yourself is the best way to care for the child.”
With that she left.
My tense nerves finally relaxed, and I sobbed softly in Elissa’s arms.
It was like crying out all my grievances and regrets.
After a long while, as my emotions gradually calmed down, Elissa released me. She dragged a chair over and sat beside me. She still looked scared.
“You really scared me. Do you know that? Weren’t you supposed to take Christopher to the cemetery today? Why were you alone in the car? Where is he?”
“If it wasn’t I called you when the hospital contacted the emergency contact, you would have been lying alone in the hospital. If something happened to you, no one would have known!” Elissa checked the dashcam. “With your reaction speed, you clearly could have avoided that car, but you didn’t. What were you thinking at that moment? You almost killed yourself, do you know that?”
Elissa gro
angrier as she spoke. She couldn’t help but cry. In the end, she turned away and wiped away her tears. She was clearly extremely frightened.
I wanted her not to be angry, not to be afraid. I wanted to said “Am I fine here now?
But in the end, I just said calmly, “Elissa, I’ve made up my mind.”
Elissa looked at me. “About what?”
“I want a divorce.”
I took a deep breath.
Suddenly, I felt a lightness that I hadn’t felt in the past half month.
“I don’t want Christopher anymore.”
Elissa stared at me in astonishment. After a long while, she asked,
e you sure?”
“Yes,”
I had been with him for seven years. Because of a few meals, I had genuinely liked Christopher for seven years.
His emotions had never even fluctuated for me.
It was ridiculous.
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“He doesn’t know.” I forced a bitter smile and said sadly, I had intended to tell him today
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